Yesterday

It’s crazy to think 
just to years ago, 
we were ustz kids
getting your truck stuck 
In the banking of the snow.

We were just kids though,
with so much growing up to do. 
Getting lost in the world, 
that forced us to grow up too fast. 

But tell me this; 
How’s your mom doing?
How’s your gram doing?
DJ and Andrew too?

I miss the good memories,
and all the “I love you’s”
Sometimes I want it all back, 
and somedays I can forget you. 

I saw you yesterday, 
but that’s the thing. 
Yesterday; past.
We’re all in the past

Now all I have is what if’s
and realization
That time flys so fast.

Momma I promise

Momma I promise,
this is not what I intended. 
I didn’t think driving that fast, 
that my life would have ended. 
Tell my team I love them,
 and tell my friends that too. 
Please tell them I’m sorry, 
for all I put them through. 
It broke my heart to hear you
crying and screaming why. 
Now there’s flowers piled up in the worst way
who even knows what to say
even a year after I did. 
I heard all your words 
Even the whispers. 
Somehow, someway, 
I’ll make it up to you someday,
Momma, I promise. 

It’s a constant fight some may say,
others just take it, day by day. 
3 words, over used, 
What does love mean to you?

Is it the love of a mother and her baby?
Perhaps the love of the one that saved me. 
The secret love that doesn’t know?
Or the love you don’t see right under your nose. 
What does love mean to you?

Love to me, is few and far between. 
Set up for disaster, but you still asked her. 
Love between brother and sister, 
father and daughter,
or that girl you met today, but just missed her. 
What does love mean to you?

Roses and candlelight 
or picking a movie that causes a fight. 
“I love you, pickle, to infinity and beyond.”
or even maybe
“I love her, oh and her too, she’s great
but she’ll never be you”
What does love mean to you? 

You’ve seem to have a lot to say, 
for being the one that pushed me away. 

What made you come back?
Did you miss my smile, or laugh?

Now, I am no longer spineless,
I’ll tell you how I feel. 

I forgive you; 
but I’ll 
Never
Forget.

Where are you tonight

I don’t know if I can go on.
The days are lonely
the nights even worse
Darling, where are you tonight?

Canada.
Puerto Rico.
Boston, Mass. 
How long until you’re back?
Darling, where are you tonight?

Take my heart with you,
wherever you go.
I’ll have a one way ticket,
to wherever you are.
Darling, where are you tonight?

When I get married, divorce is not an option. You mad? Take your ass in the other room and calm down, cus we gone work this shit out.